I'm always so chaotic, then i'm on DA, then I'm not.
With phases in between. Not sure what im wanting to do, having no inspiration.
Felt like making a journal, cuz i didnt just vanish or anything, but also cuz yesterday's news made me extremely sad.
Robin Williams comitted suicide.
Not only was this man a huge part of my childhood, in movies, i wouldnt say im the biggest fan. oR go like: omg i cared so much for this guy. Now that he's gone.
No, but it deeply saddens me.
It truly is what they say, the most beautifull of smiles, and the funniest people, are deep down just truly sad, and in pain.
I didn't even know he was suffering from depression... One of the reasons i havent been on here, cuz i'm not in a good mindset right now..
But knowing how it feels, it's scary, and it makes me angry we lost another GOOD, and talented individual to this horrible disease. BEcause thats just what it fucking is.
And it needs to be taken seriously. Instead of making these people think they just need to 'get over it'
Which happens a lot lately... Which is even more sad. I admit sometimes i think like that too. "get over it" .. But you simply dont.
It's a soul leeching mental disease, where most of the time, there is no real cure.. You either slip into it. Or.. There is a shortage of certain endorphines in your brain (i think im saying it right)
People care when its too late.......
Well : (
Goodbye to an amazing actor, good person, amazing father. I hope he rests in peace now. He wont be forgotten..