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Pindakees:iconpindakees:
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Mon May 12, 2014, 7:14 AM
lipslock:iconlipslock:
loveyourworkandyouforeverrr Tw T ) :heart:
Mon May 5, 2014, 8:41 AM
NxBailey:iconnxbailey:
LOVE, LOVE, LOVE your dolls! They're gorgeous!
Tue Feb 11, 2014, 7:44 PM
syrena101:iconsyrena101:
For the Layaway :-)
Sat Feb 1, 2014, 4:59 PM
syrena101:iconsyrena101:
I've Been Wondering, I saw your Feeple Chloe Reduced in price post on devianart and tumblr, Do You By Any Chance Still Have her,If So Whats the amount
Sat Feb 1, 2014, 4:59 PM
Freedom-King:iconfreedom-king:
happy birthday :3
Tue Jan 28, 2014, 1:59 AM
Pindakees:iconpindakees:
It's so pethatic, sometimes I forget how old I even am
Sat Sep 7, 2013, 4:53 AM
akosidon:iconakosidon:
Hi Kim! I am in need of deviant watchers for my academic grades. I hope you can hit the watch button on my page if you think it's worth it. Thanks Kim! I will totally appreciate your support :D
Sun Sep 1, 2013, 8:40 PM
Pindakees:iconpindakees:
Also I tend to forget I even own a shoutbox...
Sun Aug 25, 2013, 5:25 AM
Pindakees:iconpindakees:
Lol to Zoomder: ME TOO.... To the rest, no I dont sell my dolls unless theres a journall that states otherwise (depending if i sell something) and no no faceups commissions at the moment but im working on creating a bigger working space to get it set up.
Sun Aug 25, 2013, 5:25 AM
TsukiKyou:icontsukikyou:
I'm sorry to bother you but do you still take Face up commissions? I would like to commission you in the future.
Fri Aug 23, 2013, 2:10 PM
Elfgutz:iconelfgutz:
mari mari mari mari mari mari mari !!!!!!!!!! yeh. post more MARI plx.
Mon Aug 5, 2013, 1:56 AM
ZoomDer:iconzoomder:
I'm SOOO fucking high right now..
Sat Aug 3, 2013, 11:58 PM
mayonakaLOVEv2
Your gallery got me into BJD :D
Sat Jul 13, 2013, 1:42 PM
GreenZombieStudios:icongreenzombiestudios:
Your work is amazing! Never give it up!
Mon Jun 24, 2013, 10:00 AM
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Y'know what sucks? I'd love to make pictures. But this weather just wont have that : )
Rant is, I often wonder if some of the female cosplayers as of late, even PLAY the game of the characters they cosplay -____________- *siiigh*
And ofcourse I'm that fucking person that trolls people, sigh people please stop me i can be so horrible mean sometimes..
Aside from that shallow bs :P


I've taken some time off and on, to think and even though the situation wont change soon, i've gotten a lot of comments etc and so on. PM's and the work, of people being super supportive and it just warms my heart. Sadly i tihnk i still wont take any charity, it makes me feel needy. And dependend, its not so strange right? Nonetheless its still the thought and message that counts to me. I've gotten mutiple people offering me some sort of help if needed, for materials for face-ups... God. And even people trying to help out with personal issues. I often think we don't realize how powerfull this hobby is. Sometimes we bitch and fight, and sometmes there will be drama. But for me its all overshadowed by the amounts of LOVE i've gotten over the weeks. And trying to respond to each and everyone of you, and im still not done doing so XD I'm so impressed. I honestly didn't think i'd leave such a dent. Or be called senpai, regardless of the cliché... That meant a fucking lot to me. I know people say it more often, but this time i was SHOWERED in comments of people who admire me so... And. I had honestly no idea.

Also the other day, i looked through some of my old photos.. On tumblr, flickr..
I could just cry. I was so overwhelmed by horrible nostalgia, that i feel like picking up a doll soon...

So here it is. I -will- be selling dolls.
Also what i find flattering is, apparently there was a rumor going around along with me quitting the hobby that id be selling all my dolls xD
This is NOT true people! Stop sending me PM's about it xD
I arent even mad, im somewhat (like i said flattered) people went wildfire once my journal went online. ANYWAYS.
I will sell at least 1/2 dolls. Lennox is still for sale and I've decided to let him go for $800 and freebies.
The second doll im not sure of yet. I do know Levi and Mari are staying sorry to dissapoint ya'll but i cant let them go.
Neither can i let go of Eden, or Jo... Or even Ellie maybe? I must be sick. But Ellie has proved herself worthy of being in my family.
Besides i simply dont have enough girls <3
Aside from that we're gonna do a yard sale etc, stuff we dont use are gonna be sold. So we're thinking of how to improve our financial state. But im pretty sure this wont be solved over night and might take a while.

And as someone has told me before.
"i dont think you really quit the hobby all together"

It made me think, they didnt say it exactly like that, but along those lines, and as they also stated, you can always come back at any time you want to.
So. I will try that much.
I dont think i'll even as much as buy a new dolls, I'm thinking of getting Lennox an older form though, a cheaper one. Because breaking up a family always breaks my own heart >.>
When im ready and found a decent mold to replace Lennox, i will.

Wow i had it all worked out how i was gonna type this but now i forgot xD
bottomline is, all combined, the love i recieved, the nostalgia, the advice. I wont be leaving completely, i just cant.
I will come back here every once in a while to post some photos of my current family, and updates.
I recieved a lot of messages in just a few days, phfew, give me some time to read them all and respond to them ^^; 
I love you guys so much, I'm sorry : '( .. Im in need to cuddle my cat now.
I'm gonna be honest in this journal. ALSO FFS DEVIANTART I FUCKING HATE YOU. Always changes and now i have absolutely NO clue how it works anymore.
Also as i havent been online at-all. Seeing this just makes my head hurts, or gives me cancer, I dont even know.
Ok rant on DA's horrible lay out is over. 
There is a reason why I'm hardly online anymore.
I'ts not because im not 'over' the BJD hobby, i love bjds. But.. I just cant stand looking at them anymore.
Why? Because i cant buy any, or any bjd related things. It took me a while to realize AND be honest about this.
But my mental health has been a roller coaster and its still disabling me from having a steady job, and right now i dont have any. And our ecomony sucks, and no decent paying jobs are hiring.
(if theyd even let me in) whatever, its just shit, thats the point of the story, and to make it less short.

I'm so sorry.
I cant do this anymore...
I can barely buy my own food. I wish i was overreacting, but I'm not.
Living on your own is so tough, and even my friends often (i think) dont realize this. And it makes me even more depressed.
It's really a downwards spiral, and i guess me quitting isn't a surprise at all.
I just dont want to be reminded of my own damn misfortune and i hope thats not too hard to understand.
I see people putting up "gofundme.com" for the most. Unimportant things in life, and it just crushes my soul "help me save up for a new camera"
No offense but i just find it a bit rude... Whilst theres people funding through there, for like medical bills and it could potentially save a life.
I dont see how a camera can. -I'm sorry if this offends who'm ever put up a gofundme for that, cuz frankly its none of my business, and what peopel use it for, is their thing.
I'm just stating my opinion.
That being said I just cant do the same thing.
For what? So i have people funding me to buy new bjd things? Only in a perfect world will this happen. And i dont want people to give me charity, because in the end it would make me feel like I'm running off with your money, it doesn't feel right.

I'd love to do faceups and make money off of that, but finding out it will only cost ME more in the end, has made me backfire on that as well.
The postal has gotten rediculous here, not only with expenses, but also me living 9 high in a appartment complex. Our postal is shitty, and i dont want to have people with dolls gone missing.
Cuz my mail gets missing all the time.

This is a dead end.
And it makes me extremely sad.
I really dont know what to do anymore, and for months i've dreaded writing this journal.
I still am and I really dont feel like submitting, cuz this way the fun can continue? No...
At some point i will start selling dolls, to get by, even more soul crushing..
Considdering the only team i have left now. Are my favs and those i considder, that i cant let go..

Teenagers. by Pindakees
Once i figured out a decent price, Len is gonna go.
Again breaks my heart, also breaking up a family (hes Eden's son)
But I'd like my cats to eat as well. 
Yes it's getting to those extremes...

I'll probably offer all the clothes that i have for him.
He's my only MSD sized doll.. So ya.
If there's any takers let me know. While i think of a price.

Sorry guys.
___________

Edit: also for those who are interest. I try to actually make some money through gaming streams.
Gaming has gotten me out of horrible depression before. And it's my own escape from this shitty world sometimes.
Words cant describe how much i love this hobby, so even if you dont donate, really i could care less. But still feel like seeing how I'm doing?
www.twitch.tv/pindakees/profil… click link to my Twitch Stream. 
My parents were nice enough to gift me a PS4... Which seriously means a lot to me because we were starving just to save up for one (lol)
Now we got it, which was a huge weight off my chest. And hoping that if people like me enough on twitch, i could make some money on that.
But mostly i appreciate the love i got so far for it, and interacting with people on there.
So if anyone on here likes games, and also enjoys watching people play some, hit that sub button.
Rant is, I often wonder if some of the female cosplayers as of late, even PLAY the game of the characters they cosplay -____________- *siiigh*
And ofcourse I'm that fucking person that trolls people, sigh people please stop me i can be so horrible mean sometimes..
Aside from that shallow bs :P


I've taken some time off and on, to think and even though the situation wont change soon, i've gotten a lot of comments etc and so on. PM's and the work, of people being super supportive and it just warms my heart. Sadly i tihnk i still wont take any charity, it makes me feel needy. And dependend, its not so strange right? Nonetheless its still the thought and message that counts to me. I've gotten mutiple people offering me some sort of help if needed, for materials for face-ups... God. And even people trying to help out with personal issues. I often think we don't realize how powerfull this hobby is. Sometimes we bitch and fight, and sometmes there will be drama. But for me its all overshadowed by the amounts of LOVE i've gotten over the weeks. And trying to respond to each and everyone of you, and im still not done doing so XD I'm so impressed. I honestly didn't think i'd leave such a dent. Or be called senpai, regardless of the cliché... That meant a fucking lot to me. I know people say it more often, but this time i was SHOWERED in comments of people who admire me so... And. I had honestly no idea.

Also the other day, i looked through some of my old photos.. On tumblr, flickr..
I could just cry. I was so overwhelmed by horrible nostalgia, that i feel like picking up a doll soon...

So here it is. I -will- be selling dolls.
Also what i find flattering is, apparently there was a rumor going around along with me quitting the hobby that id be selling all my dolls xD
This is NOT true people! Stop sending me PM's about it xD
I arent even mad, im somewhat (like i said flattered) people went wildfire once my journal went online. ANYWAYS.
I will sell at least 1/2 dolls. Lennox is still for sale and I've decided to let him go for $800 and freebies.
The second doll im not sure of yet. I do know Levi and Mari are staying sorry to dissapoint ya'll but i cant let them go.
Neither can i let go of Eden, or Jo... Or even Ellie maybe? I must be sick. But Ellie has proved herself worthy of being in my family.
Besides i simply dont have enough girls <3
Aside from that we're gonna do a yard sale etc, stuff we dont use are gonna be sold. So we're thinking of how to improve our financial state. But im pretty sure this wont be solved over night and might take a while.

And as someone has told me before.
"i dont think you really quit the hobby all together"

It made me think, they didnt say it exactly like that, but along those lines, and as they also stated, you can always come back at any time you want to.
So. I will try that much.
I dont think i'll even as much as buy a new dolls, I'm thinking of getting Lennox an older form though, a cheaper one. Because breaking up a family always breaks my own heart >.>
When im ready and found a decent mold to replace Lennox, i will.

Wow i had it all worked out how i was gonna type this but now i forgot xD
bottomline is, all combined, the love i recieved, the nostalgia, the advice. I wont be leaving completely, i just cant.
I will come back here every once in a while to post some photos of my current family, and updates.

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Shadowlkim Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
When I first saw this as I was browsing. They looked so real until I looked closer and realized they were just figures and was in awe because of the realism. Excellent work and fine line int the details of your work.
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misuzutje Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2014
Totaly in love with all of your dollies <3
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Nicholasrma Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2014  New member Hobbyist General Artist
I love this dolls
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FurYuki Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Do You make custom dolls? 
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Gutemseth Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
how can I buy these dolls?
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Ariemea Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2014
Thank you for faveing. ^^
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CarlosAE Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Very neat dolls. :D
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LadyxZero Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thank you so much for the watch! :glomp:
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xBLossomxCherryx Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2014  Student Interface Designer
*_*♥ watch
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Pindakees Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2014
ty!
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