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Behind the portrait. by Pindakees Behind the portrait. by Pindakees
Which is me. This time without a camera in my hand for once.

I felt like editing this.
I wish I could get angelbites..
I wish I could dye my hair Lightning pink.
I wish I could be covered in tattoos.
I wish I was skinnier.
I wish I was different.
I wish I could wear different clothing.
I wish, I was a guy...

None of them are much of a secret.
Ugh I wish I wish.... I want too much.
But I cant, so my dolls will do it for me.
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sorghum1818 Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2012
rarrr
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HannahForTheArt Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2012
You are so cute ! And I loved your work with dolls . I jus have a question . Why do you wish you were a boy ? I'm sorry , I don't mean to be rude , seriously! I'm just curious . Don't be mad plaese hahaha
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Pindakees Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2012
Ohhhh no no thats quite alright. I wish I could explain... However. I dont know. ITs just how I always felt. I was mostly one of the guys as a kid, didnt exactly dress like it. But I hated girls stuff, even untill this day. Im one of those nerdy gamers. Im not prude at all (not that thats exactly a girl thing) but I guess it happens more frequently amongst them. And yeah I dont know, ive never been interested in dressing up much or as a girl, makes me uncomfortable. Its a weird thing you feel like, being trapped in the wrong body..
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HannahForTheArt Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012
I got it! Is so nice of you to reply me !! Its good to know more about you.But seriously ,I know how it feels not to be who you expected to be. I have a lot o trouble , not beacuse I'm unsatisfied with who I am , but how I look like. I'm from Brazil , and here is not really easy to be accepted if you are a Chubby person. Belive me , I am hahahah . Because of the stereotype of skinny and tend girl that every brazilian girl should be hahah. Sorry , I spoke too much n.n hahah Where are you from ?
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Pindakees Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2012
Chubby? Whaatt.. I love chubby persons. Or well it depends, I just believe women with lumps are by far more beautifull then any bony skinny out there. I'm sorry thats how it is down there, but I'm pretty sure that's almost everywhere. Except Asia, I think if you're fat/chubby/lumpy there. You're screwed. Since almost everyone is so thin.
Nonetheless, there's always gonna be diversity. It sucks people believe in this age you should starve yourself to be pretty. "no pain no gain" fuck that. That's a horrible motive if you ask me. I wonder where it went wrong when Marillyn Monroe was considdered the most gorgeous women out there, and believe, she wasn't at all skinny..

I'm from the Netherlands haha.. Cold/hot country. We get those crazy cold winters, and yet crazy hot summers. It's annoying, but an okay place to live. Except everything is fucking expensive. If I ever were to live by myself I might have to win the lottery. Thats how bad it is right now.
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HannahForTheArt Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2012
Ahhahaha Netherlands? awesome! Really that everything is expensive there ? I thought that was only in Brazil. Seriously, here is everything so expensive that I think I'll only get out of my parents house when I get married. And it's not because I want, it's because ,if you want to get a house , or even an apartament you need a lot of money.And thanks, its nice to know that ,somehow ,I'm not that weird as I thought I was. hahaha. So , how old are you ? I'm 18 btw. hahaha. I wish I could live in the Netherlands. i LOVE winter, and snow and cold and everything !Here in Brazil we have 2 very distinguished seasons : hot and hell. hahaha Just kidding, but in the largest part of the country it is like that actually . Most of the people, when I say " oh I live in Brazil" automatically think about Rio de Janeiro. But Brazil is a lot more than that. I live in a City called Belo Horizonte. Means Beautyful Horizon.Would you mind telling me more about the Netherlands? Is my dream to visit that part of Europe.I've lived in Switzerland for a few years , so that's all I know about Europe.hahaha If you don't mind telling me , of course hahah *-* [link] ps: sorry for all the rigmarole ,it's bacause I'm so excited that I could taalk to you. I love your work with dolls and stuff. hahah
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escolarina Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
you're very pretty :) & i love your dolls too! :)
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blackitty77 Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2012  Hobbyist
We all wish stuff.......I wish so much random shit.....and it depresses me because I can't have any of those wishes. And why don't you do all those things? like dye your hair...or get angelbites...in those areas you can change. Don't stay down because of the wishes you can't have (:

Oh and I love your art.
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KazuneWolfwood Featured By Owner Sep 25, 2012
You look like my friend Shawnie O.o
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Pindakees Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2012
What a name XD

Ive heard more often I 'look' like someone..
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KazuneWolfwood Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2012
its true :D She's just alot paler then you
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firewallphotography Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2012
you are beautiful. love the work you do with dolls.
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Pindakees Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2012
Thanks a lot
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firewallphotography Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2012
you are very welcome.
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HHubs Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2012
you're pretty!
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:iconpoison-sugar:
Poison-Sugar Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2012
You're so pretty and your hair is flaaaawless!
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AliCat2011 Featured By Owner Aug 7, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Your name is Kim?! I have a friend in Salt lake that looks just like you but she has Black hair ^~^
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bulgolgi Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2012   Digital Artist
your face is so much pretties ; 0;

also your description make so much sense to me lol!
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GlitterLauri Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
... I like the description much. Touches.
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rebel-androck Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2012
Goodness, you're freaking adorable! And I agree with every one of your wishes and the reason why you have dolls. :T
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:iconpindakees:
Pindakees Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2012
O A O noeess
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BatPhace Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
O.o but you're beautiful. But your wishes are kinda like mine, so you probably won't believe me. You have amazing eyes and a wonderful smile that lights up your face. As for the dye and tattoos and such, i been there done that and the novelty wears off after a bit. The tattoos though, I'm addicted LOL 6 and counting... :iconfacepalmplz:
:hug:
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Pindakees Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2012
Aww... Thank you so much.. I wish more people would see this.

I do have tattoos tho! I just cant get more and thats the part I think that sucks haha
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BatPhace Featured By Owner Jun 21, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
O.o why not? My problem is always lack of funding LOL If i had the money.... I'd probably be more ink thank skin :D
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GuteNachtKuss Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2012
I know what you mean^^ same as me

but you are so pretty^^
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Pindakees Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2012
Thank you : <
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ericajc Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Your smilely eyes > < Feels warm in looking at you!
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Pindakees Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2012
Awww thanks
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QueenObvious Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2012  Student General Artist
I LOVE your hair!<3 It's so pretty (:
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:iconelemsura:
Elemsura Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2012
きやわいい (^ᴥ^)
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LucidRequiem Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
What a lovely photo! You're so pretty!
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Pindakees Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2012
Thanks >////<
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dollstars Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
You're lovely, though. :heart:
I wish for a lot of things too, but know I can't ever.
So yay, dolls. :)
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Pindakees Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2012
Aaww, thank you.

I know, its somewhat hard on me. Because I really am into piercings and tattoos a lot. It took me a long time to get over the fact I hard to remove my snakebites... >.> sounds weird, but it became a part of my i guess..I miss playing with them!! :<

But I guess we can make all our dolls as drastic as we want haha, no one will judge that.
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SLAPPABICH Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
You're gorgeous!
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Pindakees Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2012
O A O;; then you havent seen me in th morning.
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SLAPPABICH Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Lol, I'm not at my best in the morning either. Anybody who is isn't human lol.
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Radioactive-Raccoon Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
I think you're really pretty though :D
I like your teeth
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Pindakees Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2012
You like my teeth....... XD I hate my teeth.. hahaah
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Radioactive-Raccoon Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
I'm weird and like teeth... its odd I know
but they look cool :D
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Pindakees Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2012
well thank you XD
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RumPocky Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2012
lol, I see doll insanity in those eyes~
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:iconpindakees:
Pindakees Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2012
Really? O A O;;
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RumPocky Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2012
yep, every doll owner has it. I could even hear the evil laughter in the background. One day, you will wake up with a ton of dolls sitting on the bed with you, an empty bank account, and you wont remember buying them!
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Pindakees Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2012
omgosh XD
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Yue-Licious Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2012
Why y so pretty T^T

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Pindakees Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2012
T^T
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mizuwater Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2012
You're gorgeous! You know we would love you however you were, though =)
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Pindakees Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2012
Yeah thank you ^^ everyone has their insecurities.
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xWhoCares Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2012
I think you're beautiful :3 <3
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