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Alright. Let me take a moment and tell some things about Kieffer. I never do and it has frustrated me how little some of you know about my dolls. Een though it's all in my head, it's all clear to me, but I'm sure it's not to others.

Kieffer's more of a ... Special doll, in my family. And with special I dont mean the teacher's pet. But I mean special because he's not exactly human. He's very sadistic and finds beauty in death. When he was younger, he lived together with another roommate. He was very lonely, depressed, skinny to the bone. He never ate. No one knew what was wrong with him, only that he couldn't stop loathing in self pity. Doing drugs, drinking, ruining his body. He was done with it at one point. He read upon certain things on the internet, about relationships with spiritual guardians. (guides.) Which as we all know as simply 'sex demons' or 'Incubus'. Which they're actually not, people think they're demons. The term scares people. But when done right, they're actually not out to harm you, at all.
Kieffer was completely fascinated by this idea, and he was so tired of being lonely. He performed a ritual. In exhange for his soul he would never be lonely again. And now he shares his existance with another presence. Which he slowly starts to get to know better, and actually feel, and see, in time. From the moment the entity took its first steps in his life, he started to change. He grew and got better, his mood improved, he started to gain weight. He no longer needed to cry himself to sleep with sleeping pills and alcohol. His skin grew fairer, smooth and beautifull, from being frail and bony he got curvy. And look healthy. And wherever he goes he carries a strong deep scent of desire along with him, making him more appealing to the eye, or any senses of human kind. Being blessed by his so called demon, and gotten this beautifull glow.

The presence of his 'incubus' has left him with a very dangerous curiousity towards the other realm, and actuall, maybe also non healthy interest in the arts of the devil and other demons. Even though he's aware his own guide isn't around to cause any trouble. He has grown too confident about his own existance. Believing nothing can hurt him, he likes scarification. Even though he can feel pain, it doesn't actuall hurt him like others, it fascinates him. He can lay outside in the snow, naked and feel nothing but contentness, or pleasure.
Although it doesn't mean he cant die. He can die of whatever injury like any normall human, the fact he cant feel too much pain alike many others, this is also his downfall, as much as the pain fascinates him, if he takes it too far, he riscs his life. Because pain is a natural respond for the body to aware us, that we might be in danger, and need medical attention. And Kieffer's senses dont warn him about this, at all. He might endure more then anyone else, but he can still die. Or know grieve, broken heart.

Which I'm sure everyone wonders. A Incubus, which is a love/sex demon (keeping it at spiritual guide but okay, lets say incubus) which means they have a intimate relationship. And yes that's true. However he also has a boyfriend, at the moment. If you make it clear what it is you want from your demon, whether it's monogamous, or not. You can still live a normall life, have a family, or kids. Demons can be very understanding, as long as you put down ground rules, and stick to them, and that goes both ways. Kieffer's just gives him a sense of protection, and yes they do share a bed. So to say >.> It's what he agreed on when he performed the ritual, however if he doesn't stick to his own promises, his incubus can get cranky too. It feeds on lust in the first place, he has to get it from somewhere. Though it doesn't mean they have to be actuall physical with each other, whatever Kieffer feels. His demon does too. Which, also goes both ways. Which makes Kieffer perhaps so appealing to the eye, or others in general. He just has a very sensual vibe/aura around him.

Ok, so I cant find the words today to express myself at all XD but that's just a sort of thing I can mention. I guess, it's a short something about Kieffer. Which I should do more often, definitely... This is just a small thing, it doesn't tell shit about his living conditions or whatever, but if anyone's interesting I can ofcourse tell more some time. Basic stuff. ^^;;...
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:iconbattybat284:
battybat284 Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2014
I would love to hear more about him it sounds really interesting!
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:iconpindakees:
Pindakees Featured By Owner May 4, 2014
I think I will soon actually!
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:iconbattybat284:
battybat284 Featured By Owner May 5, 2014
yay!!!
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:iconbattybat284:
battybat284 Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2014
lol it almost looks like she is flicking me off...
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:iconwizardinablizzard:
Wizardinablizzard Featured By Owner Aug 7, 2013
A very fascinating story, and character!
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frappzilla Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
tryingnottoobsesstryingnottoobsess
failing.
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:iconpindakees:
Pindakees Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2013
D:
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:iconwangjundu:
WangJundu Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Professional Writer
Love from Beijing, :kiss: Amazing work!
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:iconmanda-j-panda:
manda-j-panda Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2013  Student Digital Artist
He has such intense beautiful eyes. Very interesting story- I never would have known any of that about him.
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:iconpindakees:
Pindakees Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2013
Awww, see! XD Thats why I should do this more often T^T
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:iconakiyomichiyo:
Akiyomichiyo Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Wow!. amazing story. it's amazing!
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:iconhailstormnightmare:
hailstormnightmare Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2013
Well done~
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:iconakodieon:
akodieon Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
:iconwowplz: He looks so cool and he reminds me of an anime character, although I can't really recall who exactly at the moment...
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:iconpindakees:
Pindakees Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2013
Er ok haha
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:iconlajvio:
lajvio Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
That face up is so pretty!
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:iconpindakees:
Pindakees Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2013
Thanks!
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:iconanipewdiepie:
AniPewdiepie Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2013  Student Digital Artist
I thought it was real wow dolls these days looks so beautiful I want one O.O
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:icondoll-o3o-face:
Doll-o3o-Face Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
Love him! <3
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MikaDiva Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2013  Student General Artist
Nice story! He is beautiful!
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:iconreizie:
Reizie Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
My favorite picture of him <3
I really like this boy's style, and he's becoming more beautiful in this picture!
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:iconpindakees:
Pindakees Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2013
Aww thank you, he got dreadlocks now ^^ which suits him so much.
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ElliWolf Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2013
i love your doll. do you make them or buy them?
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Rainbow--Ferret Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Really nice picture and I love the theory behind him ^_^ you're really imaginative and his current look is simply stunning. You should do more like this! You've got the talent to express it <3
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:iconpindakees:
Pindakees Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2013
I should haha, challenge myself more.
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:iconrainbow--ferret:
Rainbow--Ferret Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Indeed. Plus it's nice to know the stories behind the awesome pictures ^_^ Keep it up <3
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:icontityanya:
tityanya Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2013
Beautiful story behind a beautiful doll ^^
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KayKatastr0phe Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2013
Love the story <3 He's beautiful!
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:iconpindakees:
Pindakees Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2013
Thank you!
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:iconchainedheart977:
chainedheart977 Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2013
I absolutly love the story!
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:iconpindakees:
Pindakees Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2013
Thank you!
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PSNRadicalHighway Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
gives me the chills whenever i look at it. nice
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MysticIceDragon Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I love his intense look
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Plaid-F Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Kieffer is extremely beautiful! :love: lovely shot
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iHeartYou4eva Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2013
That's a beautiful story! I love hearing stories about bjds. It gives them a sense of… actually being alive, you know? Can't wait to know more about him!! :D
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:iconpindakees:
Pindakees Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2013
Aww yes totally, I feel so too. Thank youu
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MidnightShadowgirl25 Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Love this! The eyes stare right into your soul - that's what I love most about this picture. Love it~
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:iconpindakees:
Pindakees Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2013
Aww thanks!!
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:iconmidnightshadowgirl25:
MidnightShadowgirl25 Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
your welcome! ^^
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nicolasjolly Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
She is very beautiful I love her hair and eyes
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:iconevilgiggles1993:
EvilGiggles1993 Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
You should join PennyStories. It is a group focused on writing and getting feedback. Your stories would be welcome there!
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:iconpindakees:
Pindakees Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2013
Ahhh shit I just accidently denied its request, damnit! Can you link me the page maybe?
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:iconevilgiggles1993:
EvilGiggles1993 Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
[link] here it is for you! :)
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BMOCAT Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I guess it posted my comment twice -3- well twice the luv towards kieffer :3
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BMOCAT Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Wow this is so cool u shud write a story about ur dolls :3 but it wud be pretty time consuming...-__- the pic is absolutely beautiful ^ ^
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Autumn-Ellen-Lynn Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
She is very beautiful I love her golden eyes and hair
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PoiButt Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2013  Student Digital Artist
*He.
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Autumn-Ellen-Lynn Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh...I'm sorry he looks lovely I still love the eyes and the white hair, or should I say he is handsome. I love doll art but I don't do it because I don't have dolls to show
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EverlastingCelestial Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Kieffer is a beautiful creature, and thank you for sharing some of his history with us! It makes him all the more interesting.
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:iconpindakees:
Pindakees Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2013
Aww no problemo haha, thank you!
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Lucky-Onigiri Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2013
So beautiful!!!!!
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